it’ll be worth it

I sketched out a rough draft of the first pages of the 1# issue for the majelah, believe me, it’s somehow the greatest feeling ever.

working on something for so long and see it in front of you even though its not completely done. it just brings a smile to your face and somehow makes you feel like whatever you were doing for the last years will be worth it.

Rising artist’s note blog thing #14

[WARNING!!! READING AHEAD!!!]

I would like to thanks everyone who has helped me reach this far on the majelah project

just wanted to point that out there

with the end of the year slowly creeping like a creeper creeping to an un-suspecting victim, I become more worried as how the majelah will work out, to add to this, I am gonna be graduating soon not to mention the finals that will happen at the end of this year. (so I got a lot of things in my head and its affecting my sleeping habits) but….I am not here to complain, I am here to point out that by the end of this year and at my birthday, I will start drawing the majelah from the first issue to its last.

I keep telling people of what I am going through (great inks I am starting to sound like a drama queen), some tell me that its fine and you’ll pull through, while some tell me to postpone it to a different (I would agree to postponing it but I have been doing that for WAY TOO LONG). I feel nervous yet excited, I am worried but willing to face the challenges that lies ahead of me.

right now, there are sooooo many things I need to fix in terms of the story, polish my drawing skills to accommodate the story, languages to write, characters to make and KILL >_< (not to mention the secrets that I will plant in the story), and everytime I go through the story, I find more mistakes than the amount I fix (because right now, the story is nearly 53% done).

as the year comes to an end, I await and wonder what the next following years will bring forth

my fingers are hurting

so I spent most of my morning taking apart an old desktop for the sake of getting a type of fan that I can use, soooooo after lots of dust huffing and puffing, I got it (I also found an old processor which is a pentium 4, it was like finding a lost treasure) and applied a solar panel and a couple of batteries on it and it was working like new (even though it was working on 7.2 v not the full 12v but ehh)

now my fingers are hurting me but it was totally worth it